This is going to be long. This is going to be horrible. I am not sorry. I need to write this out. Even if no one reads it. Unable to take legal action and now needing PTS therapy for the past 5 days of hell I need to write. I’ll try to name some sections if you want to skip. After writing this I feel like no one cares about me. Only myself. Left alone for five days… I am even worse. I am so much… so much worse.
I went into a therapy group with hope and acceptance and now I am closed. If I have to deal with being suicidal, with struggling with depression and self hate myself entire life then so be it. I would take that any day then going back to a mental ward. They are sick, they are designed to save people from suing. They do not help. Right now I am sobbing, terrified that someone will drag me back to one. To a place where they feed you pills to shut you up. Where they don’t listen to you. Where you have no coping skills, no freedom, and no hope.
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atcdblu said: I am so sorry this happened– it should never happen to anyone, and I’m angry at… well, everyone at these places, and just sorry that there’s not anything real I can do. Can’t blame you for anything you feel about that place/not opening up again.
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thunderscythe said: that place sounds terrible and I don’t wish that upon anyone. I’m mad at the people who ‘worked’ there and shocked that you were forced into something so vulgar.
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furball891 said: I read the whole thing and I’m shocked to hear that a place like that exists. There is no way anyone is getting better in an environment like that, it sounds medieval! The way they forced you into it and gave no alternatives… I only hope that you will never run into that…
astronaut-dust said: I just finished reading your story. I have a lump in my throat. That ward is disgusting. Those nurses are fucking disgusting. Everything that you described is unethical. Your parents NEED to sue. That’s abuse, neglect, and who knows what else.
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helkitty1639 said: I want to say I’m sorry but I can’t because I have never had anyone betray my trust so badly like that before. If I could, I would go to you and never stop hugging you.
consolecadet said:
I read the whole thing. I don’t really know what to say except that that experience sounds incredibly hellish and you did not in the least deserve it. I am so, so sorry. I don’t know if it means anything, but I care. I wish I could help somehow.
