shadowthshapeshifter:

So as some who follow my business on SecondLife know, I’m hecka busy.

My mother is not in the best of mental health, rather… never really has been. A rather terrifying and aggressive fight occurred resulting in me finally snapping at the constant abuse. It’s hard to get into detail, because it cuts very deep… So to put things simply, I’m moving to Michigan.

However, and very regrettably, during the events that transpired my computer kinda… fried. So all progress on SL, art, etc is kinda halted till that’s fixed and after I move into my new home.

This means loosing any potential income I had from online work, leaving my bank account at a staggering 3.76 USD for the next week’s food due to basic living expenses in a temporary home. Not really enough to scrape by. All of this plus the gas money to move, reptile cage packing, and getting boxes for moving, is not gonna happen without a boost. Which is why, much to my dismay and slice to my personal pride, I have to ask for any help I can get.

I really really hate getting free handouts and feel guilty af when people give me help, but I have to ask in order to get out of that abusive situation. I’ve been in it since I was able to talk, and I can’t do it anymore. It’s been a living hell x10 since my father died a few years back and I’m going to go and better myself via schooling, job opportunities, along with a safe place to live.

Please, I hate asking for help, but I need it. If you got even a buck to spare it helps. A reblog, a few words of love.. legitimately everything helps. It’s taking all my guts to not go back to my my abusive household and cater to my personal fears of being at fault for my mother’s hate. It’s hard. This means leaving all my friends, my boyfriend, everything I’ve ever known behind and it’s terrifying.

If you have anything to spare, my PayPal is ShadowsaurusAtrox@gmail.com. I’m sorry to ask for help, I’m very sorry to inconvenience anyone or ask for assistance, I’m sorry to even disturb your tumblr page with my words, but I appreciate any help, reblog, words of confidence, or hugs I can get.

Thank you so much for everything.

I’ll update with how things are going from my phone. Thank you all again for anything and everything, it’s appreciated beyond words, and I’m very sorry I have to ask for help.

You are all wonderful and please stay safe.

[SIGNAL BOOSTING INTENSIFIES]

In all seriousness please go help this awesome person out, they in no way deserve to be in the position they are in now. I know too that this was incredibly sudden and really limits the choices they have both financially and just overall. If you of course can’t help financially I completely understand, but words at this point work wonders as well.

Thanks in advance to my followers who take the time to read through and reblog this!